我的决定，到底是对的吗？
I admit I am not a decisive person, nor am I a 潇洒 person whom I hope to be. Though I always tell people not to look back on their decisions, ironically it seems more like self-rationalization for me, for I always look back at my decisions, wondering if I have made the right choice. Sometimes humans are contradictory animals – they can persuade someone to do something (i.e think positively), yet they themselves are not convinced by their words. I am a perfect example of that. I can rationalize positive thinking to others, yet deep inside me, I seem somehow not able to rationalize positive thinking myself.
I guess what is important is not to fall down twice – learn from the mistake of the decision made and not to make it again (if there is a chance that is). After all, we can’t reverse our decisions right? Life have to move on, so move on and hope to make the best out if it (hopefully I can convince myself on this)…